It had diagrams of female and male genitalia. This was my first glimpse that I was different from the boys. I read about the female stuff--more pert...nent to me. It showed the labia, (I went and got the hand mirror from my dresser set, pulled down my shorts and panties and lay down on the bed with my knees drawn up. I spread my legs and positioned the hand mirror so I could see my pubic mound--Yup, got those) and also showed the labia minora, (I put the book down and picked up the mirror. Little bit about her she's a black 5'8, somewhere in her late 30's women, with curves in all the right places. We started exchanging emails and this continued for a few weeks, just getting to know each other our likes and dislikes in the bedroom, what my expectations were for my first time and what I wanted to try etc.. We eventually set a date and time to meet up at her place so I could lose my virginity. I got to her place around 1 in the afternoon, was extremely nervous, not knowing what was. I had to go ahead and examine him with my bare hands. I took his penis in my hands, and told him that he’s got a bad fungal infection. I prescribed him drugs for a week, and asked him to review next Sunday same time. Next week, I came to the clinic in a loose T-shirt, and a skirt. It was a similar lazy Sunday afternoon, and just before 1pm,I started putting my make-up expecting him to show up. It was 1:30pm and there was no sign of the guy. Disappointed, I locked the clinic, and headed to the. Well i was moaning and whimpering like a girl and she was laughing at how much like a girl i sounded,she was rubbing my clit faster and nibbling harder i got louder and louder saying god how good he was and even saying how im gay and not bothered about pussy any more my looked at me and said i know thought that for a while now and laughed at me.She kept rubbing and sucking calling me a sissy gay until i couldnt help but shoot sissy juice all in my new panties while being very loud saying oh god.