I figured out pretty fast that most of these guys were players and I wasn't that naive that I thought that Lamar and I were going to fall in love and ...ive happily ever after together. I didn't even really want a relationship, but I also didn't want to become a girl who gets passed around the team more than an actual football. Each wing of the dorm had a girls bathroom and a guys bathroom, but they each only had 2 shower stalls. One day when I came back from the gym both of the showers in my. 'They're human! That's all they are! Just a bunch of fucking Earthers!'But still, the hard rage she felt was now weakened, and she hated herself for allowing those memories to affect ... no, INFECT... to infect her!'It's THEIR FAULT that Macario hates me! They took him from me and turned him into one of them! They dig into your soul and make you... 'Weak!Lisa gritted her teeth, every muscle in her body braced against the nearly completed thought. She surprised herself as a brilliant, raging. He said we would just meet again by chance and that he would be in the "neighborhood" right after dark when he got back hoping to hook up again. He told me he would miss me and that he loved me very much. He had never mentioned any strong feelings like love, only sex and sucking me off. That evening was a very hot and steamy evening for us both. He tried to kiss me many times, I would turn away, but not knowing why. I would love to feel his black lips on mine, I guess I was just scared. He. The taller boy said, "Jump for it, girl."Jim yelled for him to give it back, but Sarah yelled at him, "Play niceLisa."Jim jumped to try to get it back a few times, but then the boy shovedhim to the ground and pinned him, mocking him, "Little girl shouldlearn her place."It was then that his mother came and picked him up, dragged him off,and held him on her knee for the rest of practice. Jim and the twogirls returned to playing Brats for the rest of the practice. Then Jencame out and he was.