Judy and I hooked up in the afternoon and, to be honest, it felt forced. It felt like we had to do it. It wasn't fun and there really wasn't any passi...n. We ordered delivery for dinner and kind of just stared at each other while we ate.Finally, since it felt awkward, I said, "So, I guess this is it, isn't it?"She said, "Oh, thank god you said it."I continued, "Yeah, that didn't feel the same today. Felt forced. Do you agree?"She said, "I do. This was fun when we were worried. When we were. I am anxious to begin; I start this afternoon. I’ll be here again for Circle 101 after dinner on that night, too. I’ve watched so many of the sessions, or parts of them, on television, I feel like I’ve been going to them for over a year.”Dave told her about Chet, Misty, Mitch, and Jocelyn, and how he thought they might or might not show up for the Circle 101 class. He said, “I don’t think any of them are convinced that the Circle is in their future, the way you and the other pledges are. Any. Her systems design (computer science) degree came in handy when it was time to toss Dave, her ex-husband. The child support from him would only last another two years now and it was time for Jason to decide upon a college study.Unfortunately, Jason was into some heavy shit, reading-wise, and Roberta sensed it might prove to be too much of a distraction.She had been quite open with her son, giving him as rounded a knowledge as possible, except for getting her older brother to give him "the. . elegant. But she'd never even thought of kissing it, let alone taking it in her mouth. At their wedding night, he'd fumbled it into her vagina in the darkness of their bedroom. She recalled how full it had made her feel, and how scared she'd been. Alec told her there might be pain, but it would get better. There was and it did. At times, after that first time, she'd even enjoyed him entering her – mostly because of his closeness and for the cuddling afterwards. He held her then, still panting.