"The thought of using the dildo on Alyssa seemed very kinky and erotic to me, but I tried not to seem so excited about it. She led us into our bedroom...and said, "Okay, Tonny, here's what I want to do. You lay on your back on the bed, and I'll get over you in the sixty-nine position. Then I want you to carefully slide the head of the dildo up and down in my pussy lips to get it wet, and then fuck me with it. That way you can see up-close what it looks like having a big, black cock fucking me,. I mean, I don'tthink I was imagining it. Was I?I bounced back and forth between abject shame and embarrassment towondering, from utter anger at myself for being so stoned that I forgotI was wearing panties to hearing his words again, over and over in myhead."I like your panties. Very much."In the day and a half that followed, I edged for hours on end. Mylittle cock was hard for hours, pulsing out a small river of precum, asI watched and read porn.All of it gay porn.Most of it CD porn. Sissy. I showed ID and told the clerk that my wife had called and asked me to bring some things to her at the hotel. I showed the bag. The clerk checked Judy’s reservation, and finding everything in-order, gave me a room key card for my use. I thanked her and headed-up to her room.The hotel was attached to the convention center where the trade show was happening. The lobby, elevator and hallways were swarming with name tag wearing conventioneers in their logo-wear. I found Judy’s room and tapped on. “There are already eight ‘Charles Newmans’ in Wikipedia,” I said, “And five of them are dead!’We went over the set list, song by song. Everything was in great shape heading into tonight’s performance. As we were leaving to rest up before performing, Michael came up to Annie.“It sure is good to see you again, Annie ... I am sorry for your loss.”She very sweetly gave him a kiss on the cheek and walked over to Sarah as they grabbed each other’s hands as we all headed back to our rooms.I asked.