Which meant that later each night, alone in bed, I’d masturbate frantically, thinking about how his hands felt on me, how his lips burned trails of ...ire down my neck, how I always wanted more. Sharon told me he talked about me incessantly to her at work. That made me smile. I’m sure my big grins made my co-workers suspicious, but I didn’t tell anyone about him. I wanted to keep him to myself, just for a while. This all led up to the fateful night when I first saw the monster he carried between. " I dreamed that as I was laying in my bed, this ... black inky lookingstuff came out of me. Somehow, in the dream, i knew it was all the crapand stress I've been under. It went out, and my dream self followed it,until it went into this lake, dived in and formed itself into thismonster. Then the monster started to rise to the surface, and was headedstraight for this little cabin on the shore of the lake, and that's whenI woke up." And what do you think that dream is trying to tell you?" I ... I. I grabbed a couple of sausage biscuits and fruit to go with my coffee. Karen grabbed fruit and coffee. As it happens, neither of us are great fans of orange juice.We sat down across from each other. We held hands while Karen prayed giving thanks for a good night’s sleep and a good, safe trip as well as the food. After we said, amen, we began to eat. I said, “What did Melissa have to say to you last night?”“First, she wanted to know how our trip went. She was concerned about you meeting my. When it came time to decide what movie to go to, Mom said that she would just prefer to get a video and watch it at home where we could relax, and talk and drink some more wine. So we rented a romantic movie that she had been wanting to see, and a bottle of wine and then headed home.When we got home, we kicked off our shoes and got comfortable on the sofa in front of the TV. We turned off the lights and Mom nestled into my shoulder with my arm around her as we settled in. We had brought the.