I didn’t even know she’d ever had a problem. The counseling was devoted to women only and featured extensive help in understanding abuse and devel...ping self worth. It was taught by a guy that seemed to really know what it was like and how to help. He was tall but not overly good looking and always seemed busy. He was devoted to his students and encouraged us to talk about our feelings. He even offered another night free every week. The classroom was donated by the city as part of an outreach. You'll get into theswing of things and you won't even notice it anymore, you'll see. It'sno big deal!" he explained. It was all too much. I felt a headache coming on as my stomachcontinued to churn. "It's all too much right now, maybe, maybe I shouldmove out and we can just forget about this game," I said with a tone offinality. "You've had your fun, I've had my fantasy, maybe it's time Imove on. Move away then get a job somewhere and start over as Laneinstead of Laine." If you want to. Rest as usual watching movie started having drink at around 6 the laundry guy came and gave me my clothes, next when I went in and started arranging them and found a small size baniyan (actually It was a kind of bra I hope which girls wear on top of bra ok whatever) I could not understand and just kept it on the sofa to return to the laundry gy the next day.Around 8 the same guy came and standing at door he was telling me something in Marathi which I dint understand usually I just speak to him. If the girl was illegitimate they went to a convent or became a maid for nobles. I saw my father rarely over the years. By the time I was sixteen I was being groomed for an officer position in the army. It was spring when I received a letter from my mother.She was leaving the city and marrying a foreign merchant. In fact she told me she was with child and it was his. I slipped out after it got dark and left the castle. I wore dark clothing and carried my sword. The tavern I walked into was one.