’ I said as Ming and I stepped through the vortex. I turned around and grabbed the handheld computer. ‘Computer, close the vortex.’ I said into ...he handheld computer and the vortex closed. I turned and looked at the three people I knew. ‘I thought I recognized that voice, Henry is that you?’ Phoebe asked. ‘Yeah, it’s me Phoebe, are you going to stand there with your mouth open all day or what?’ I asked. Phoebe came over and gave me a big hug. Leo smiled and shook my hand, and Piper walked over. "I was erect with excitement as soon as I read it. I knew Laura was fully committing to introducing the Glory Saddle. The day before the party she told me her friend Rebecca didn't want to be the occupant for the saddle. Again disappointment... because I almost came in my shorts with the thought of her sexy lesbian friend eating pussy in our bedroom... but that left an opening for me!Laura and I had a serious conversation about it and she agreed to let me occupy the saddle. The conditions were. You’re not going to hurt my feelings. A lot of people have been hurt by suicide. I understand if you don’t want to talk about it with me. I’m NOT trying to get 500 emails begging me not to do it or 5 asshats giving advice on how to and telling me to Youtube it for their enjoyment.About two months into the initial phase of my illness is when I realized how fucked I truly was. At that point, they hadn’t found a reliable way for me to speak on a regular basis yet. I couldn’t work. Couldn’t pay. It would be cold but not freezing during the daylight hours. There might still be a few freezing temperatures at night, and it might be cold during the daylight hours but not icy.So I banked the fire to keep some heat in the house, even if it dropped down to forty inside I could live with that. I just didn't want frozen pipes or any of the other nastiness that went with below freezing conditions inside.I raced with Jeremy and Alice to Hardee's. It was a good race and even Alice finished within.