“Altauk and the others are right to send me away,” he says. “There is much pain in me from shadow. Each time I think the pain is less a new thin... comes to make it fresh for me again, and I do without meaning in the way that I begin to strike at you once, even you. Then there is pain from the new shadow, and shadow mounts on shadow. I do not know how to escape.”I know of nothing to say to him.He says he begins to take some food from the boats. He will not swim close to them, but sometimes they. Four months, but it felt more like a lifetime.The ringing of the doorbell sets her pulse racing. Victoria rushes to fling open the door. The smile that greets me makes me shiver with excitement. I open my arms, and Victoria gently embraces me.We hold each other and kiss. The first kiss.The kiss came, loving at first, but quickly turn more sensuous. With a childish fever, Victoria inhales my essence to distinguish dream from reality.Taking my hand, Victoria leads me to the couch. I take a seat. Opening the door, Sierra surveyed the room, but noticed nothing out of the ordinary, so she walked to her mother's large dresser and pulled open the drawer. Nothing but clothes. The second and third drawers produced the same uninteresting result, but in the bottom drawer she found Cathy's collection of videotapes, the majority of which were now extreme lesbian sadomasochistic scenes of bondage and discipline including torture and rape.Sierra's eyes grew wide with astonishment and fear as she. "Hey, hey, ist doch gut, Yumiko", meinte er tr?stend"Nichts ist gut... ich werd nie wieder ein Mann sein..." Aber, aber... das ist nicht gesagt, er muss nur die Akten wiederrichten, dass wird er wohl hin bekommen."Ich blickte ihn missmutig an, das er so viel Optimismus aufbrachte warfaszinierend."Was hat er eigentlich bei dir angestellt?", fragte ich ihn nach einerWeile dann schlie?lich."Naja.... er hat mir die letzten drei Jahre geklaut, das hei?t, ich habenoch keinen F?hrerschein, bin nicht.