But you and I both know what it means for us."Jenny nodded through her tears. She knew I would not have a relationship not founded in D/s. I reached o...t and pulled her onto my lap, where she sat, crying into my neck as I tried to keep my own eyes clear of the smoke that had somehow found its way into them.We didn't split up right away. In fact, it was the best part of another year before we did. During that time, I slowly but steadily worked to undo her conditioning, and morphed our. In this chat Mark had started the conversationMark - “imagine if we could do this to a girl, Mate girls won’t do that for real, that’s why they’re on porn sites they do, you just have to find the right girl. Me and Brian double teamed a girl once you’re talking shit Mark! seriously we did, wait till Brian logs on he’ll confirm it you talking about Michelle? She once did it with 4 guys from work as well. Girls like that are out there Alex you just have to find them.”Alex - “My Gina’s the only. He had some sad news.He said, "Bobbie, Nicole is coming home for a short time. Howie isdead. He died in a drive by shooting. He was at a market getting somefresh cheese and vegetables and was hit by one of the shooters. Nicolewill be with Helga and me. My mom and grandparents are coming in aswell. Mr. Scott has agreed to fly Nicole and Howie here."I said, "I am sorry Larry. If you or Nicole need anything or help, callme."Larry said, "Thanks Bobbie. Just be there for Nicole. I think she hasother. . thiswasn't even a big thing, this was just body language, wasn't it? Hewouldn't care when it happened - he wouldn't even notice. But that kindof just made it worse, didn't it?The old him would have wanted me to change him back, wouldn't he? Hewouldn't want to be like this, even if he didn't know. He'd want toknow. But maybe Evan had a point. He did seem to enjoy the way he wasnow, didn't he? Who is to say the opinions of the Evan that spent hiswhole life moving like a cartoon sexpot is any.