When we arrived home, Dave had candles lit, and wine poured. MY wife seemed confused but went along. I walked her to the lanai, and the sight of Tyler...and three other young strangers clad in only short, tight shorts, cuffs, and bowties brought a gleam to her face. I led my wife by the hand to the outdoor sofa. I sat her in the middle of the four guys, with two guys on each side. She was blushing but offered no resistance. I went over and sat in one of the side chairs and then said: "guys, have. That I couldn’t have sex?There was a sound in his voice that seemed shocked yet something else was there, it almost seemed like he was afraid when he said, “What? You changed your mind? Is something wrong?”My mind was going a million different places at once, trying to figure out what to say.Then it hit me, “It doesn’t seem right to do it here. I always wanted to do it in ... uh ... in the kitchen on the table for the first time.”He sounded relieved and amused, “First time? I heard that you had. Can't we spend it together and not think about tomorrow? Even if I wasn't leaving, the world could end tomorrow just the same and this would be our last day without knowing it. We have to cherish the time we have together and make every moment count." Judy frowned and tears started to form in her eyes.I looked at this beautiful delicate creature holding my hand, and I cursed myself for making her so sad. What a dumbass I was! Judy was right. I was being selfish, and I made a commitment to. Spending the entire morning in such an aroused state had left my vagina feeling sore from the lack of attention. My heart rate still felt deeper and my chest had that tightness that accompanies arousal. I couldn't remember the last time that I felt this way for such a long time. Maybe I could slip into one of the bathrooms and quietly take care of myself.My lunch wasn't supposed to arrive for another half hour so I had enough time to make an attempt. I left my office and made my way to one of.