“There is a part of you that is closed. I know it but that is only because we share that same place. Joe said the same thing to me when we first sta...ted dating. I was afraid to let him in, afraid to let him love all of me.” “Damn, Trisha its so hard. What do I do, I mean how do I let him in – I don’t even want to know it myself. So how do I open it up for him to see, why do I want that?” Julie was so tired, her sister could tell this was a big step for her, after all she’d done it too and knew. She put on these vinyl boots that pulled up past her knees like leather tights. Very nice.We were at a slum bar. It was a total dive, my kind of place. No one there had a job or even much of an education. Cheap beer and a good jukebox. I was throwing darts for beers with another guy. I noticed she kept a small crowd around her. She would occasionally disappear. Once she came back, her face was flushed red. I asked her what she had been up to. She said she had rubbed her clit to orgasm. “Urgh…” She groans out. “It hurts!”“Shhh…” I bring my hand over and brush the hair away from her face as tears roll down her cheeks.I kiss them away. “Don’t worry, I’m going to take it nice and slow.Little by little, I inch my cock farther into her tight little bum. Every time she groans and squirms, I let up and allow her ass to adjust. She brings her hands back and spreads apart those asscheeks.My cock sinks a little further inside her. She bites into the pillow. I pull a little bit of my. ’ I had forgotten about Ann’s sense of humour. When I first knew her she liberally filled any comment with innuendo and sometimes even ribald comment. It was not an indication of her morals though. She just loved to wind people up. With me she had an easy target and would render me dumb with embarrassment at times. She would always apologise afterwards, but the next time take up where she had left off. After she married Rob, I noticed that the cheeky side of her nature had gone. I suspect that.