The stars are lining up. But it's not a done deal. And this resource is precious and rare. The last thing I wanted to do was blow it by doing the wron... thing.What was agonizing was that I didn't know what the wrong thing was.I sat there until the sun was too bright to be comfortable to my eyes. I stood up just as the guy who delivers the paper came driving slowly up the street, slipping papers into the blue plastic boxes attached to the mailbox posts. I walked out and he handed mine to me with. I do as instructed, flash flash, click click. “Now Baby, Do you know what would be the best pose ever?” “No” I answer. “You on all 4s, lets see how big that baby belly really is.” “Really Dad, must I?” I question him. "Now do as you’re told young lady, you’re really not too big to be put over my knee.” I remember how when I was small if I was naughty this used to happen. I didn’t want it to happen again. So I did as I was told, I got down on all 4s, with the constant flashing and clicking.“Oh. .my...nipples are all pucker and they feel funny. I tried to rub them to get them to stop but the feeling just gets more intense."My father just stared. A look came into his eyes like I had never seen before. He looked...hungry all of sudden. He was completely still for a moment. That look was making the heat in my body build.I rushed to explain... "I saw Lupe with Juan. He was kissing her breasts. She looked like she was in pain but she wasn't pushing him away. Do you think he was kissing her. Waking up like that is the greatest thing in the world ... even without the wake up sex." I had to pause for a moment to realize what I had just said. "Damn, it is so weird to talk to your father about having wake up sex with your girlfriend." I can understand how it would be good to wake up next to her; she is quite a woman. Why wouldn't you have that if you stayed home?" Because ... what we've never had, what we've never done, is to settle into bed, snuggle up together, talk a little with the.