She had never had one, but at this point she was open to anything.Jen quickly found two she liked. They were both thick, and long. But one was white, ...nd the other black. She had never been with a black man, but she knew the rumors."I recommend the black one," said a voice behind her. Jen was startled and almost jumped out of her flats. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." Jen looked around and saw an older white man. It was the salesman she had seen behind the counter when she had entered. You just keep dangling that carrot, don’t you?” but inside I was smiling. The energy pouring out of his heart chakra, though not quite as strong as the 2nd one, was definitely palpable to me. It was nice too. Feeling it made me somehow feel closer to him. I took advantage of that sweet moment to lean in and kiss him very lightly on the lips – a teasing yet warm kiss. He kissed me back with exactly the same feeling. As always, we were on the same wavelength. But … 3 more chakras to go and. Andrews got you started," Mom pointed out."In the first place, she only did it as a way to work off my anger management issues caused by my PTSD from -- well never mind. And look where that's got me." I hate to see you lose that. You do enjoy it."I sighed, knowing Mom was right."You gonna let him take that away from you?" Maria asked. I wavered. She does know how to manipulate me."It might help you again. What about if we all go with you?" Elaine offered. Ever the doctor she throws some psych. I pleaded and begged in whispers for a fuck, but he responded by forcing my panties into my mouth, adding to my feeling of helplessness, I was compliant possibly more up for it than he was, but I instinctively knew my fear was real enough, he was only responding to my inability to stop him, the more I struggled, and he overcame me, the more turned on he became, it was the classic **** scenario.'If all else fails and the man is inside you doing it, relax and go with him, you stand a better.