“It won't happen again. I promise honey, you can finger-feed me anytime you want, even after Dewayne goes back to his truck. Dewayne honey, can you ...orgive me? I thought that was something just between us, something special that no one else could ever do to me but you baby.”“OK this time Deanna,” I said. “When we were together, it was something special, but baby, you're married to John now. You outta know he's got all the privileges I used to have babe. Hey, now, don't you start crying baby.. 'I know what happened between you and Lyn, and I know why Lyn reacted the way she did.''That's more than I do.' I stated sadly.'It's a few things rolled up into one. The biggest thing is that since Sarah's father, Lyn has been so convinced that all men are the same that she's been out to prove it. Maybe that's why she always chose bastards to date, as they proved her point.Then you come along and get behind her defences. As you've probably noticed, she still tried to find anything to maintain. With a tot at either breast, she fed them for half an hour or so until she calmed down a little and the children settled. When she put them down to sleep again, she checked on Hannah. She thought there was some improvement and hoped that Hannah was feeling well enough to try to contact Sarah now. After what she had experienced when she had tried, Elizabeth didn't think she could take so much excitement again so soon. It would be safer for Hannah to try."Hannah, you need to try to contact Sarah. The Mer-man tried to close with John, which the veteran was quickly learning was their preferred method of melee combat. Getting his spear-gun up just in time, he found the trigger to be incredibly stiff, but did manage to launch a bolt right into the Mer-man’s bulging eye from point blank range. After that, he never got a chance to reload and just slung the thing across his back, using the bracket he’d found on the side of the quiver to lock the wood into place.With Raiders beginning to call.