"That's very Zen of you." What about you?" I dared to inquire.It was a moment before she replied. "Knowing what I know now, there are some things I wo...ldn't do again. But other things ... it's more complicated."She paused to take a deep breath. "Like my husband ... I wouldn't have married him again. But then again, he gave me the two most beautiful children in the world. I guess it's a package deal, huh?"I squeezed her hand, mostly because I didn't know what else to do. It seemed that she was. I was determined to make this a birthday to remember for my new boyfriend. We lay on the bed talking, cuddling and kissing. As the kissing and caressing became more heated and sexual, I moved my hand down to his crotch and traced my fingers over his bulge. I felt his cock respond with a twitch and swell as I brushed my fingers over it. I was enjoying turning him on. He moaned as I began to unbutton his jeans and I glanced at him, reminding him to be quiet. I reached inside his flies and rubbed. Harder and harder she pushed back as i thrust my raging rod as far in as i could, suddenly my feet slipped on the wet shower tray and we both ended up on the floor, Sheila still impaled on me as we fell. She bounced atop my cock as the waterpoured over us, grinding her arse hard down onto my lap. There was an almighty scream as she shuddered and twitched and then rolled limply off me. My cock was standing to attention looking like a little soldier ready to salute, Sheila turned looked at it and. Mom smiled at me again & asked me to go & switch off the light.I obeyed & came back. Mom got closer in the dark & whispered-‘Raj,I can’t tolerate your sadness. I know the reason. I don’t know why but I don’t want to hurt you.’ Hearing this, I became dumb for a moment. I just said -‘Ma, I love you, I can’t live without you.’ I moved too close & embraced her. My face went down towards her face in the dark & I kissed her on her lips. She did not protest nor uttered a single word. A powerful lust.