But understand that since you’re alive, that means everything went pretty smooth.”“Since I’m alive?!” Marissa felt her step-brother lift her...by the hair with much less pain than she anticipated, and turn her head 180 degrees. At first, all she could see was just more wood under her chin and a close-up of her step-brother’s nerdy little lab coat. Then he backed away and life like severed arms came into view. They were writhing on an office chair, reaching out for Korbin’s neck with clenched. Iss jagah meri ek saw (100) se jyada mal hai jinhe main jab chahu chod sakta hu.”“Unke husband ke ghar mein rahte hue chodta hu. Tumhari dadi ko choda, tumhari nani ko choda, tumhari tino bua Manju, Mamta aur Rashmi ko choda. Aur ab beti ko bhi chod raha hu. “Beti ne lungi ke andar hath ghusa kar lawda ko pakda aur boli, “Ab beti ke bur mein lawda ghusao. Details se apni pahli chudai se lekar ab tak ki sari randio ke bare mein batao. Lawda bur se bahar mut nikalna.”Main nanga hua, beti ko nanga. She's not just my employee. She's my friend. I can't be her friend unless I let her be mine.Is that what happened to you and April? You each found someone you could trust? I think I understand. A little. I'm still pretty dense.I sighed. Arms wrapped around me."Some things are just too hard to say out loud, aren't they?" Rhonda whispered. "I feel that way sometimes, too."I thought I wouldn't see the triplets over the break. They had gone home to Louisville, but they all showed up at the house. My struggle was in simplifying things so he could understand. Billy wasn't dumb, but Down's kids were rarely above average intelligence. I would explain a concept three different times, in slightly different ways, and he still wouldn't get it or be able to do the next problem.We were still working on it when Tamara called us for dinner. Afterwards she told Billy that she'd do the dishes so we could continue to work on his homework, if that was okay with me. What could I say?Billy didn't want to.