But he waved me off."Never mind, never mind ... the girls are late coming back in from the hospital anyway, and they've only just arrived." Jim took a...big breath and checked his watch."Great Scott it's almost eleven thirty," he grabbed my arm and began tugging me back towards the elevators. "Come on, I'll brief you while we walk, I've told them to hold the meeting until you arrive."He punched in the basement.I stole a quick look at him. He looked tired, but determined. His blonde hair was a. She was moaning PLLZZZZ LOVEE MEE I WAS DYING FOR THIS LOVEE YESS MY DEAR LOVE ME AS MORE AND HARD YOU CAN LOVE KILL ME DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT BUT MAKE ME FLOWWWW AAHHhhhhh YESSSS LOVEEE MEEE . She drew me closer to her and hugged me . I kissed them fondly . She was excited . I sat against the wall and asked her to lean on me and cupped her boobs from behind and gently fondled them . I caressed her nipples slowly and they became erect . I kissed her neck . I could feel her trembling against me.. "I think for the first time since we had been together, Mr. Happy wasn't in the mood for any fun. I went to the bathroom and started the shower. I had just wet my hair when I felt someone join me."I may be sick but I'm not fragile. I still want to make love with and to you as much as ever," Tamara said.We took time washing each other. I was still in shock from the news. My heart felt heavy and hurt. I could kick the shit out of most men and yet I couldn't do a thing to help her.After the shower. Fast forward twenty years later, my mom had passed away and he married another woman. We still kept in touch he was 68 years old. I went back home for a visit and decided that we would meet up. We went out for a few beers to catch up. We were both catching a buzz when he asked me if I remembered the day when we watched porn together. I said yes, with a lump in my throat.....He said that he liked it and wanted me to blow him...We left the bar and went to his RV for some privacy. I was nervous.