Elaine's mind was elsewhere. She was thinking about Kendra and also about the paper she had to write. Not the one for school, the one for Gary. About ...being submissive'.As soon as Elaine was done eating, she retired to her room to 'study' and got started right away. It didn't take her long at all. She just wrote from her heart.'What does being submissive mean to you?' By Elaine MilanovicTo me, being submissive means wanting to please someone 'for myself'. I am the one who benefits. It is 'my'. .please…”No answer. That wasn’t how this worked. She was there for his use, his enjoyment, and she knew it just as well as he did.And then...oh fuck. He picked up the syringes, all three, the tubing tugging slightly at her most delicate places, excruciating pain rippling through her quaking body, and then…The feeling of the cold sterile saline being pushed into her, those most carefully cared for of places being pumped full of saline, the pain...his sighs echoed in the room as he watched. The planning probably began when she was still in secretarial school and Joan had talked with her instructors, evaluating who were the candidates for such a plum job. She knew that they had interviewed three or four candidates, before settling on her. Everything in this first week was set up to lead to this moment. And now her will was eroded, she had no choice but to submit. God knew where this was going to lead but Peggy couldn’t figure out any alternative.She walked over to the closet by. This was the first occasion I am talking to lonely for about45 minutes.And that was from the day we both had mutual attraction, and startedglancing each other. After a few days.. the solitary time arose. Myparents & her parents left to Madras for 3 days to attend a marriagefunction. My Cousin sister and my grandma were left behind, and theycame to my house for the stay. (they live in another house oppositeto my house).That night, my grandma has gone to sleep [my grandma usually sleep inopen.