Because Carson liked to be at work early, Ryan had to be up and about to relieve him. He and Carol showered together. It was tender, but not prolonged... She was sipping coffee and looking downcast when he finished shaving and dressing, and joined her in the kitchen. He asked her what was wrong."I think maybe last night was a big mistake. I would have been better off not knowing something like that was possible." Oh, and why would you have been better off?" he asked."Because I would not have been. I got home and friends were waiting for me, so I told them something was going to happen, but what? I decided to walk to the store and stock up on beer in case of disaster. At the end of my block there were road flares and cop cars on Sepulveda Boulevard and people standing around gawking. I asked what had happened and was told a little girl had lost the chain on her bike and couldn’t stop. She went out into 6 lanes of rush hour traffic and was killed by a truck. My Mom and I had driven over. I don’t know why, but I licked all of my juices from my fingers, the whole time imagining Aaron there watching me, telling me how dirty I was. These thoughts led to me getting myself off again, and then again. I woke up the next morning still on the sofa. The private events of the previous night came back to me instantly. I was disgusted with myself for what I had done, and what I had thought about. I showered and went to work, determined to not think about Aaron or what I had done, for the. “Okay Tim,” Abe said, “Let’s run a bath for Trish.” I followed him into the bathroom. We have a large round bath as well as a shower unit. Abe reached for the plug and placed it in the bath and then turned on the taps. I stood there helplessly and just watched. Trish came into the bathroom and stood for a moment before Abe moved to her side. “Better get you undressed then young lady.” He said reaching for waistband of her top. “I hope I am not going to be the only one naked?” Trish said. .
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