I again follow from behind, admiring the turn of your calves. The skirt is tight across your buttocks and I imagine what waits below. We stop outside ...oor 517 and your hands tremble as you look through your bag for the room card key. "I really have never done this before," you start, "I dont even know your name for fucks sake." "Its Ok" I repeat as the lock in the door clunked open. We stood waiting as you faltered at the door chewing your bottom lip. Slowly you looked up to me and in that. German was a good language for both medicine and business and we could help each other out with homework.After class we walked back through the main quad. Suddenly, Billy ran past us and took a flying leap into the mud, sliding almost to the end of the lawn."That looks like fun," I remarked."You should try it!" Billy yelled back at us.We put our stuff under an awning and met up with Billy. On the count of three, we all started running to the edge of the brick walkway. Ginsberg dived through the. There was a long silence, and she gathered her resolve.--- "I understand." --- she said, her voice breaking.She lifted herself slightly from the heels of her feet, and to the surprise of the men, took the barrel of the gun into her mouth. She closed her eyes, causing more tears to fall from her eyes, and prepared herself for the shot.--- "What's that?" --- said Sam, gently tapping with his foot a piece of plastic between her ass cheeks.She mumbled something.Hank withdrew the pistol from her. She could almost cry just thinking of having her own little Igat with her for ever and ever... really, it was all for her... her sweet little baby. There was no sacrifice too great for her to make... Well, she'd burned her bridges now by simply disappearing this way, leaving her place at the Salle de Venus- Apollon, without any word to Rafael Girarde... placing her all into the hands of this handsome American.Still, she didn't understand yet why they had come all the way to Kingston before.