I rode back out to the little building they let us use as a clubhouse. I ain't ashamed to say I spent most of the night cryin' and pulling my hair try...n' to think of somethin'. I started in on the beer after a while and then stopped. Figured I'd be no use to anyone if I got trashed. Some of us, well, a few decided it was too much. A couple took a bullet and a couple tried liquor and pills. Hell, I don't know how I would have stood it if I'd went to my neighbors house who was supposed to be. I had broached that subject with both my parents, and with Joyce. They had all told me, in various ways, just to be patient.I had been in my own home for slightly less than a month. I usually hit golf balls every afternoon for my physical recreation. I played with my children, had sex with Brenda, and traded grains and other instruments every weekday. I ate mostly meals that Brenda had prepared, and spent at least one hour every day discussing business with either Joyce or my father. I decided. “That way they’ve got access to her pussy and ass-hole.” They struggled with her some more and eventually managed to get her secured in the degrading position with her feet tied to the head of the bead and her crotch and ass sticking out in front of her. Jane let fly with a steady stream of angry obscenities. “God damn boss, I see what you mean by ‘a fighter’, I’m exhausted.”“Yeah, we better gag her mouth too, I don’t want anyone getting bitten. She’s a wild filly, we need to break her in and. Bianca’s 19 th birthday would take place tomorrow and she was invited. Logic told her that Jennifer wouldn’t show up if she had a problem with her siblings, considering the kind of person Kelly knew her to be, she probably wouldn’t have gone anyway, after all, the attention would be on someone else and not on her. The way Jennifer reacted when she and Kelly spoke about her two sisters made it obvious that the one thing she’d hate most would be someone overlooking her and going for one of them..