But for now we were traveling Europe and that’s all that mattered. We could make love with worry and yes, be in love for the experience.No, I’d no... traveled these roads south to Italy before. This was new adventure. I again thought about Kristina and Ana. They were missing out on the chance to travel the byways, the back roads of Europe with me. Too bad. Maria was my partner now and I was thrilled for that.They must have figured I would be upset with them. I guess I didn’t mean much to them. ..good. It's just that...." "I know," I said, offering comfort. "It's okay. In fact, let's trysomething else." Michelle's interest seemed to be peaked as I once again returned to thenight table beside my bed. This time I rummaged a little deeper to find what I was looking for. Behind the condoms, handcuffs, and blindfolds and other paraphernalia, I found what I was looking for. "Stay there," I told Michelle, who was now in a side-lying positionfacing away from me. From the drawer I pulled a. She held my hips down and continued to press her tongue into my ass. I was going crazy. I felt a huge orgasm building. She finally released my hips and allowed me to thrust up to her mouth. Her tongue was probing inside my asshole. I was moaning loudly into my gag when I released a huge orgasm. I soaked the sheets and her face. After I stopped thrusting and moaning. She climbed on top of me and asked me if I was going to be a good girl and not resist anymore. If I wouldn't resist she would. That’s not what love is anyway, you can’t have love that’s settled down. It has to be bruising, exciting, painful, wonderful and…everything that I need right now. I’m alone, more alone than I’ve ever been in my life. They say love is like a drug, like the best feeling in the world times four. I think it must be more like you’re just about to commit suicide, and you jump off the cliff, ready to die…then you grow wings. That must be it. It has to save you from everything you’ve ever been afraid.