"Sometimes we have to make sacrifices, Bill. If a woman, for example, has to indenture herself just to live, or to pay for her child's operation, she ...an hardly be equal to other citizens in any sense, can she?" He seemed to feel he had me there."Why should we even care" I boldly questioned "if everyone is equal in political, social, or legal terms?"He looked shocked at my statement."Sir, you seem to be saying we should go back to the egalitarian ideas of the old United States. Did that nation. I told the guys that what really matters is how big a cock is when it's fully erect – not when it's limp. So we each dared each other to pull down our pants and start stroking ourselves hard to see exactly how big we were.We found a little clearing off the trail and starting masturbating. Even though we were straight guys it was strangely exciting to expose ourselves like this. We were erect in no time. Then we compared cocks for length and thickness by pressing them against each another. Not. One spun to flee while the other tried to dodge. Neither made it as I reached them and buried the knife in the second man’s neck and pulled a thin chain with a disk on the end.I swung it at the other man and it wrapped around the helmet. When the disk slapped against it there was a subsonic burst and he dropped. I pulled the chain and knife free and turned to look at the carnage around me. I looked at several wary guards pointing weapons and bowed before I turned and moved to one side.I knelt. No one. Nada. She wasn’t there! I waited until everyone left that area and stood there for about 10 minutes hoping she would show up but, she never did. Talk about male insecurity! Well, it hit me like a ton of bricks. That high level of excitement was replaced by all the doubts about myself along with where, how and why? It was almost like the “Mommy I’m lost” feeling. Damn!! I found a rest room and went into a stall just to gather myself. I sat there and thought “What the fuck was I.