I settled with a white sleeveless top and a pair of jeans, I skipped the bra; I wanted to get back to Jenna and spend the weekend with her, like we ha... first intended.I went down and Jenna was watching television, I sat next to her and we discussed we were going to do during the weekend. We decided on a big shopping trip, as there was nothing on television and we both had lots of money to spend.The whole shopping trip was rather tense. We both tried to create as little sexual tension we. I plopped down in the grass next to the dead mower and tears began to well up in my eyes. One of the neighbor men, Mr Stephenson from across the street, that had been watching me strutting in my tiny shorts while scr****g the food remnants from his grill saw me, and came across the street holding a beer."Hey Chris, got mower trouble?" Yeah, my dad told me to get the yard cut and it wont start. He is gonna be mad when he gets home if its not done and I will probably get grounded" I. I love him dearly, but in having sexual relations with him, I have caused him to bond with me. Should I die, he would suffer a great loss, possibly too much loss to survive himself."In contrast, because I am a drone, I could in theory decide to leave him to pursue another lover. Had he mated with a Beta, they would each be bound to the other, and there would be no risk of abandonment. This lack of mutual dependency is deemed to be unfair and unacceptable, hence the ban."She turned to Naltort. ” She figured the hurt must have been pretty obvious on her face, as her friend continued to apologize. She was still struggling with the conflicted feelings in her heart, but didn’t want to dwell too much on it. There wasn’t much she could change about the past; she just never figured someone would put it so succinctly – particularly as they stood in the middle of a lingerie shop filled with an endless array of Sin City debauchery and sex. “It’s okay … I guess it just brings things back.