Then I acknowledged the envy for the foolishness it was and let it fade away.I turned away and looked out the window when I saw her paying for her ord...r. I could clearly see her reflection in the glass but this way she wouldn't see me staring at her when she turned around. I watched as she picked up the little cardboard tray with its four take-away cups held in place – always four cups – and made her way out of the cafe. From the reflection of her face in the glass, she seemed happy and relaxed. ‘I’m coming, honey,’ I said with a forced smile. Trying to hide from Natalie how poor we had become was exhausting. She already had enough problems with homework and the cruel right of passage of high school. I wiped my eyes after she ducked back into the house. As I moved up the driveway, I caught, out of the corner of my eye, my new neighbor, Jared Thompson, watching me. I looked over at him on his knees trimming the edge of his lawn with shears. His eyes returned to his work as if I wouldn’t. Chris could out shoot me with the larger calibers on sustained fire simply because his wrist was stronger than mine, so he could hold better against the recoil. With the small calibers, we were virtually identical in accuracy and speed. That was something that was very gratifying to both of us.I brought up the subject of orphan PPK/Ss, and the manager was not so hopeful. He did have one PPK/S in .32 that a customer had traded in. The manager had "forgotten" to do the paperwork on the gun, so it. We were talking and I glanced up and saw Allen. This thin, rippled jock was smiling as he came toward us. He walked with a bouncing motion walking as some jocks bouncing off their toes. My friend introduced us and I was friendly and hoping my erection wouldn't give me away as to how excited I was to meet him. I have a room set up in my house to do massages and will occasionally give massages if asked. My friend told Allen, that I gave the greatest massages and he said, I love massages. I.