I want him to grab my hips, fuck me silly. I can't believe the things I'm thinking. I feel my face flush. I turn to him, "I guess you are going to wan... me to suck your cock," I say and immediately start giggling. I can't believe I said that. Just saying it out loud is so ridiculous. I giggle some more. I reach down and trace his cock with my fingers. I can almost feel it between my lips. I am spinning out of control and don't care one bit. "Yes, you are going to suck my cock. And you are going. I was worried that the situation would become awkward, and was relieved when Wendy walked out with one of her girlfriends. The girlfriend gave me a ‘fuck you’ stare that could kill, and Wendy shot me a look that said, ‘I’m sorry but I have better things to do’.I guessed that Janice and Wendy had sorted things out behind the scenes.I smiled, paid for the coffee I didn’t drink, and left feeling pretty great, actually.Janice and I never mentioned exclusivity after that; it was just mutually. Room enough for a towel, flip-flops, shorts and a tee shirt. No. This was a seaman’s duffle ... enough room for the world and three teenage girls. Two million in straps of 100’s weighs pretty close to 44 pounds. Oddly enough ... used bills weigh more than new ones. They pick up moisture and dirt in the handling.Fifties would be twice that ... or 88 pounds ... IF they were all new bills. I didn’t want new and consecutive. I’d asked the bank for a mix and that’s what I got. I imagine I got what I. Now take a finger and run it accross the head of your penis. Good! Feel the pleasure there as your penis takes the energy. Now take two fingers and gently stroke the base of your penis, feeling the energy there as well." I could feel the energy the book spoke about. It grew in my penis and in my testicles as I grew harder and harder from my own manipulations. My eyes closed a minute as I did what the book said again and again. It felt so good, but it did not make me come nor did it give me any.