"One fundamental rule: if anything doesn't feel good, for either of us, stop instantly, pause and then restart at a less intense level. Even though I ...ave a good deal of experience, I still would want lots of feedback from the ... er ... fistee, because I can't tell what she's feeling."It's not obvious to many, but the fister has to be comfortable as well. If the fisting hand cramps up, it can go into spasm and hurt, or just not be flexible."In general, the more excited the fistee, the easier. Her – me – you know – Angel's father (sperm donor is more like it) showed up the next afternoon pretending to care, full of 'I'm so sorry' and 'You'll be fine.'"Everything I've ever known was taken from me, and in its place is that huge mansion and crazy people who think I'm this way because of losing my mother."The reality was sinking in. Angela really was like me.I interrupted her momentarily to interject some truth into her rant. "Angela, you realize that their reaction is the only thing. We walked hand in hand to the station and of course this gave us a lot of stares and whispered conversations behind our backs by those who don't understand. We didn't care, we just kept walking and giggling about what we had just done on the beach. When we got to the station we boarded the train, we found a seat towards the back and put our bags down on one of the seats. Before we sat down I leaned down and took her bikini bottoms off from under her mini skirt and put them in my bag. "Trust me. She was beginning to feel as if she were wrong about what she had been feeling, untill she remembered she still had a game to go to. After school she went into the locker room to change into her cheerleader's uniform and rehearse the routine before game time.Just before game time, the rest of the squad arrived to dress and prepare. Jessica felt that feeling again, almost telling her not to go out to the field with them, as if the rest of the squad knew something she didn't. She thought she.