Who I was, was cemented into my id at that time.This was some fifteen years prior to that night of the party and we had one and half dates. The first ...as light and easy and when she asked if I would see her again; I told her I really wasn't sure, she was nice, but it seemed to me she was looking for something long term in her life. I wasn't. I did not want to waste her time.But we did go out again. I took her to a park and sat her down on a pic nic bench I told her who I was and why.I was born. Big belly, a bit hair, older and of course the truck. I then knew I had to do something about this. I started to activly search for guys around me. I started getting messages from men in their 50s and upwards, saying all the tings they wanted to do to me. It really turned me on, but after talking a bit to them, I was put off. I didn't really match with any of them. Some wanted me to be the active part, some wanted to make out, some seemed scary, and so on.. One evening I logged on to this gay. She was a traditional type and I knew that she will never accept for sex with someone other than her husband and of course, never with her brother’s friend. So I decided to seduce her and wanted to devour her beauty at any cost.Me and Ashok had finished our schooling and joined college in Chennai and stayed together in a rented house. We rented a house as it will be free from restrictions of the hostel and we can be free and not answerable to anyone.I bought all the accessories for the house. It listed again what they expected me to wear & said that I was to be on the corner of my road at exactly 10pm. I can’t explain my submissive actions, I should have been spooked & more cautious by the firm way it was written. But I felt that after nearly one month of membership & the really professional way the site was run that it would be ok. When Friday came, I went to work & tried to concentrate, I normally sat quietly & worked in silence, I could stop thinking about the meeting, my cock.