Because of my state of mind I decided to leave my knickers off as they gather too much vaginal lubrication and could finish up being a source of embar...sment. Paper hankies in the handbag, provides a source of wipes for those excessive lubricative juices. I walked into town and decided to swing past my new place of work and saw Tex, one of the sales guys, drive off in his car. I looked around noting the car park was empty and assumed everyone was still on holiday. I stopped at the end of the. What I used to be called doesn’t matter anymore. I’ve left that stupid, whiny kid behind for good. It started with curiosity, boredom, and discontent. There was me, alone in my little suburban town, nineteen years old and rotting away in community college for lack of anything better to do. And then there were the rumors. They were society’s rejects, the druggies and dropouts and freaks and schizophrenics, and they had made some sort of hideout in the dark, empty places. Some people even said. I found myself sinking into her being, thinking how I could so get into the presence of this amazing woman. And not just her body, though that was a huge factor, I had to admit. But there was so much more to her. Lunch proceeded like a blur. I had to slow my thoughts down. This woman had the makings of that most elusive of creatures in every man’s mind, the endangered specie many men never have the pleasure to experience: the Whole Package. We were finishing our last round of drinks when. The coffee was done and I filled my thermos. I unlocked the backyard sliding window and grabbed my lunch out of the fridge. I loaded everything into the truck and left the house at 5:30 am.I stopped at Tim Horton's and got some donuts to eat while I drank my coffee. I hope these fucking donuts don't give me heart burn. I know I'll have a broken heart when I see what she will be doing. Some would say why don't I just go in there and stop her. But who would stop her the next time when I wasn't.