”“Shhh. Just relax and kiss me, and no one will know.”And so, I kissed him. And I was thinking: He’s inside me! I can’t believe he’s all t...e way inside me! And he went in so easily! Was it really my fault? Is another man fucking me because it’s my fault? I wanted this, right? I wanted it for Terry! And, holy cow, he’s big! I’m so full of him! I wish I could move. What would it feel like if I moved on him? But ... I’d better not.The music was playing again. He finally let go of my buttocks, and. Truth betold, I had little idea and was glad for the suggestions he tentativelyput to me.There were some things that I knew needed to be written on the card.Two of the songs were special dedications: 'You Make my Skin Crawl' was'For Gerry' my erstwhile boss in Trin's Dins and 'Waiting in Heaven'was 'For Mum'. I had a reasonable list of acknowledgements to includealso.The next day, Simon was rather enthused when I met him. It seemed thatthe 'Sunday Times' had approached him about the possibility. ’ I gulped nervously. The shitbrick factory started up again. ‘Just what the hell are you?’ Then came the moment that I will remember for the rest of my life. He looked up at me, and I saw his eyes, I think, I saw two bright flashes of blue. A blue so clear it should belong to an angel. A blue so clear it looked like the type of blue you’d see as the color of those tropical oceans in travel brochures. I keep harping on his eyes because to the best of my memory, this was the only time I ever. He told me to open the doors, one at a time, so the Teccould come.The bottom line is that the tech and his assistant came in with astretcher and got Peggy to the ambulance just in time. The phone line wasstill open, on speaker, and we were told that Peg had a little girl. Weall applauded as we saw the ambulance pull away.Awhile later I raised my hand again, "Hay, Mr. Robber, I gotta take apiss." He must have thought about it for a few seconds then said "OK."What a time I had zipping and.