I went off the deep end. I started using drugs, getting into trouble, all kinds of things. My parents took extreme steps with me, and got me straighte...ed out. I finished high school, and college. But, I never fell in love again. I actually did have a good job. But, like a lot of people, I became a victim of downsizing."I was at a bar that I frequented, sitting there sipping a drink, and someone sat down beside me. I figured that it was one of the guys that always tried to hit on me, and that. Aisa 10 minutes karne ke baad mai uth gaya aur chalne ki tayaari karne laga.vo uth kar kehne lagi, kya jaanu adhoora chodh kar jaa rahe ho. aur usne mujhe shirt pehnnae se rok liya aur aakar chipak gayi. usne kiss karte karte mere lund pe haath pera, aur kaha aaj iske deedar kiye bagair nahi jaane doongi. mere husband ne aajtak aisa mazaa nahi diya jo aapne 10 minute diya hai. tabhi meri biwi ka call aaya, mai phone pe baat kar raha tha. vo meri pant kheench diya aur meri chest hari ko sawarte. There was two of them at the table but Sable pounced on me in seconds...next thing i knew she was grinding me on the dance floor,like i was a paying customer at a gentlemans club.her ex had walked in the club with a girl i had relations with a few years ago but i will get on that story in another episode.so he's at the bar, shes grinding extra now that he's here and watching,my back is to him i'm by the dj,he loses it smashes a bottle on my back and chokes me out from the back,he was lightning. The people were "friendly" but he made no attempt to talk to anyone.The whole evening was "a lot of fun" but I could see the thinly disguised panic in his eyes.He really tried not to let me know how awful it was for him. It was incredibly sweet.One thing I knew for sure: he could never lie to me. He did insincerity so badly.I began to see some of why this might not be fun for him. It was too loud to talk effectively. People were trying to impress each other with their clothing, their drinking.