Come back and talk to me.”I hugged her and went to look for Mr. van Hoek with fear and trepidation. Was I doing the right thing? Was I going to hurt...Becky? Was I going to hurt Jennifer? Would I lose one of them? Both of them? All of them? I was a wreck.Becky noticed, of course. But she couldn’t ask while we were driving to her house. We arrived and went inside. After taking off our coats and shoes we went to sit on the couch in the great room. We cuddled in our usual way, her lying across my. When we were ready to go you called the waiter over for our check and I held my hand out to him for him to help me up out of the chair and as I stood I leaned in and kissed him on the cheek and told him I hope he had as good of a time looking at me as I enjoyed be looked at. I walked by and said I would meet you at the door and when you got to me you were smiling and told me the poor waiter was blushing and had a love sick puppy look on his face. I asked where we were going dancing and you. He came back a few minutes later and they talked a few more minutes before Brennan thanked him for his honesty and he left. Jill gave him a few minutes and then stood in the doorway and asked if they still had lunch plans. He was clearly stressed and he apologized and said his morning did not go as planned. She told him, “Let’s go get some smoothies next door and we can talk about it.” As they walked, he told her what had happened with the employee and how he could not believe that he would. "My, aren't you cute...with your curlers in and Maria here doing your nails. Ibet you can't wait to get under the dryer and read your Cosmo girl"referring to the magazine sitting in my lap."Maria, Kylie here is fifteen now and I want to see what she looks like withsome red polish. Something that says...'I want to be a girl'.I looked at Susan and she shrugged."How are things coming along?" I interjected speaking to Andie."The highlights took well. It really is going to make a nice difference..