I decided to do something about Ken, before Daddy gets home!" Sally said, holding up an abomination of a parody of what had once been Combat Ken.Marga...et had been very concerned. Sally had seemed so angry when she had told her that her daddy wouldn't be getting home tonight. She hadn't seemed to soften even after she had explained the circumstances to her, but she seemed a little better now she thought, relieved at not having to address the situation.Margaret tried but couldn't hold back a. ”“Uh Mom, really? I mean I know Honey said I was, but I thought she just didn’t know since she’s never seen another one.”Mom had her thick housecoat on and she turned her back to me as she sat on the side of the bed.“Mom you may need to let your robe down off your shoulders some so I can rub your back ... tell me where it feels sore.”“Right between my shoulder blades. Billy I feel embarrassed to let my robe down, ‘m naked underneath. Maybe I just need to take a sleeping pill and see if it’s not. When the attention was away from us, he held my waist firmly and pressed my butt against him. My hips swayed on him, and he gripped my hips tighter. He pulled himself away from me and bumped himself back into me, then pulled away and bumped back, almost as if… As if he was grinding on me. I turned around to him and continued dancing with him, making it seem as if I was clueless as to what he was doing, but I couldn’t bring myself to deny… I was starting to want him. His hands were still on my. My breasts are pads inside a bra, and my body has beenpadded expertly inside these clothes that I wear to make me appearfemale. And I dread what my *mother* will want done to my body in thelong term. I wonder what my friends would think if they knew thateverything I say and every move I make is all an act? That I hatetalking about boys and other girly stuff with them and that I long towipe the lipstick from my lips, shed my girl disguise and get back tomy parents so that they know that I didn't.