I was filled with self loathing that morning and suicide appealed to me. Since I lacked the courage to do it myself, Ivan there looked pretty good for...it.I stuffed the ugly 9mm into my belt, and then I walked not so calmly from the Hazelwood Inn. I did not expect to have one of my better days. As a matter of fact I was surprised when the minivan started on the first try. Maybe the day wouldn't be so bad after all, I thought.When I saw the address of Reverend Archer's church still clipped to my. I asked to send her picture but she ignored and later sent me after assuring that I would keep it as secret. Then she asked for my picture and I sent it too.All this happened within five days. We talked so much and had sex chat many times on calls and texts. One day she told she was home alone and wanted me to make her horny on a video call. I went into my bedroom, locked myself inside and answered her call. I was stunned looking at her perfect figure for the first time on the video call. She. .. to give her solace.She pulled on her panties again but they were wet and uncomfortable from her juices so she peeled them off once more and lay on her back with her hand cupping her moist, unsatisfied young pussy. She was still awake when Mrs. Smart came to her bed."Are you awake, Anita?" Mmm hmm," the girl said, faking drowsiness."I have to go home for a while. I know I'm not supposed to leave you here alone with Reverend Gillis but we know that you have nothing to fear from him. And. Could he be gay, or is he jealous or what ??So last week again, for the third time, he stood next to me. This time i clearly caught him looking at me. Anyway, i had to work late that night and pretty much in my new office everyone is out the door come home time. So anyway he wonders over to me as there's literally 3 people in the office and asks if my boss is still around. i told him he'd gone home and if I could help. so he asks me a totally long winded question.We sit down to look at the.