That meant Indians to the south and to the west, not a good sign!Similar incidents happened throughout the week, and Jed began to worry that the town ...as going to be visited by some troublemaking Apaches before much more time had passed. Nevertheless, he welcomed the chance to visit Mary Kelley when Sunday came. His escort showed up, and they rode to the Rocking KK ranch without harassment, this time. Jed and Mary sat on the veranda in the shade and enjoyed each other's company until time for. I was not happy.......nor was I blessed. In fact, a good case could be made for considering myself to be cursed. I usually woke up in the morning around 3 am, unable to sleep, and feeling as if I had the weight of the world pressing on me and leaving me with an unending feeling of desperation and emptiness. As I turned away from the window, I could not help but notice an interesting looking little item on the cart that was left behind by the cafeteria waiter who had brought lunch in for the. " Annie said, and Clare looked at her strangely. Annie couldn't help but to laugh a little. For the ride back to Annie's place, Clare listened as Annie told her about things that happened on her different shoots, and the places that she's actually visited. Clare was a bit envious, and reminded herself that if she decided to become a video star, that she would probably be able to see places like the ones that Annie described. "What's on your mind Clare-bear?" Annie asked, and Clare blushed. Gisele thanked him.As we were walking upstairs to my room I asked Gisele if she knew the bartender, she said the he was a cousin from her dad's side of the family, but he did not have any room for her to stay because he and his wife were living in a small two bedroom apartment with their two young children.After we got to the room both of us seemed unable to speak it seemed like we did not know how to continue. We were as two teenage virgins wondering what we were supposed to do next.As Gisele.