She moaned into my mouth as we kissed.She sat up a bit and I reached around to unhook her bra. I dropped it on the floor and bent down to lick first h...r left then her right nipple. I took the right one into my mouth. I found that I could fit her entire breast. I suckled it like I was a baby which elicited a groan and shudder from Becky.“Oh my! Oh my!” she gasped.I continued to use my tongue on her nipple while I slid my hand down her stomach and under the waistband of her panties. My fingers. Speaking of which, you said you wanted me there with you when you did this so that you'd feel more comfortable. Just how much do you want me involved?"She mulled that over for minute, and then she said, "I guess there are two reasons that I want you there. First, you're someone I know, so it's not like being with a total stranger. Having you there will be like my rock or touchstone; when I get nervous about being with someone I don't know, I can look over at you."Second, I know it's silly, but. I haven't said anything because you are probably going to think I am crazy and just run out of here, but I don't have any way to say this without just coming out and saying it, so here it goes. I'm not unhappy with you or being with you. It's actually the opposite. I love you and I love being with you. I feel the same way that you said you do about being the happiest that you have ever been when we started being together." So what's the problem then?" The problem is that we're not young anymore. I made a hot little display on my bed. Laying these things out with the purpose of showing him after a few drinks. It worked perfectly?, kinda. I teased him about my secret for a while as we drank quickly a couple of strong whiskeys. Told him I had a secret and I wanted to show him… up in my bedroom. Thinking about my lingerie displayed for him to see and a couple of whiskeys, I made myself too hot to wait. I could tell by his eyes that he knew I had this boy crush on him.He was curious about.