You'd better come up with something better.-I... I'll work harder...-Juan, have you ever been fucked by a man?-No! I'm a man and...-Good. We want your...virginity, Juan. We've been checking you out, and weboth agree we want some brown ass to fuck, and yours will do nicely. Don'tworry, we'll deflower you gently. Look, Juan, if you get deported, I'mguessing it's like prison while you wait for deportation, so either wayyou're getting cock up your ass. Difference is, we'll use lube.I thought about it. How school was going. That sort of stuff. After dinner she asked if I wanted to watch a movie. I wanted to have sex, but said sure to the movie. Didn't want to seem too eager. She had already told me twice that there would be plenty of time for that. We settled in on the sofa. She put in some movie. I don't even remember the name of it. I was too interested in looking at Tina. As the movie got going, It was some chick flick. My arm went around Tina and she leaned over into me. I was rubbing her. Her earliest memories when she was small had been of hergrandfather's endless coughing. The legacy of the young Marine'sencounter with mustard gas's deadly embrace at Belleau Wood. He had diedfrom it shortly before his son had boarded his troopship for England.When Amelia graduated high school she had already made the decision to bea nurse. She later told Danny that she had been driven by growing up withtheir lifelong suffering. She said she couldn't make that choice to notease it in others and. “At least this time you decided to live alone as an emancipated kid,” Tobias says, his fingers trailing over life times of journals sitting in a bookshelf. “It takes one or two people off the list of people I have to say goodbye to,” I reply, laying back onto the soft pillows. “What about Cody,” Tobias mumbles. I try to ignore the tone of his voice. “I can easily compel him to forget he ever loved me,” I say. “You could turn him,” Tobias says. “He would have to say goodbye to too many.