But I was so attracted to it all, the mystery of it I guess. I must be a fool to do this……But I did it any way. At about 7:00 I showered... looked in the box to find a black satin thong, a short black cocktail dress, size 8 black pumps, red lipstick, and black eyeliner. I saw the black bag also but put it aside and got dressed. I felt weird not wearing a bra but I wore exactly what was given, and I applied the lipstick and eyeliner, then put on the shoes. I let my hair down and checked. "But," asked Kristy, to the empty air, "why do you wish us to perform in front of others? Why not in the privacy of your bedroom?"Because I feed on the erotic reactions of the audience as well. I have chosen this carnival because it affords me the opportunity to create the sexual excitement and release I need while it serves to conceal my true nature since carnival people are considered eccentric and few questions are asked about a small band of roving gypsies. It also provides the monetary. What stopped her heart to start with? Was it the wreck? But if it was an overdose, which I strongly suspect, then whatever she took might have truly ended her life, no matter how diligent you people were, or what I managed to do for her. CPR doesn't fix what's wrong, just maintains life until a doctor can, maybe ... take care of the problem. So the answer is: no way to tell yet. Nothing we can do except keep her body going until we get to the hospital, then leave it up to the ER doctor and the. She dreams out "oh, my gawd I'm going to explode! Ughuhhugagh " she grabs on to my head tightly and continues with unintelligible grunts and screams. She is coming hard and it's a powerful one! I feel blessed to witness it, and more importantly be a part of it. She twitches and squirms for a minute or two as I gently release her clit and slowly lick up her juices. Finally her body starts to relax and her panting slows. Her grip on my head relaxes as well. I slipped my finger from her ass.