I supposed they wondered exactly what was going on between Matt and me. How I wished that there was something going on. Sophie stopped crying and nes...led her dark head into her uncle’s neck. ‘I’m sorry.’ I told her in a soft voice. ‘Don’t sweat it, honey.’ Matt patted my knee again and I could have sworn his fingers lingered longer than the first time. Adele and Reverend Nate arrived just then. The two tall blonds smiled at me as they entered the room. ‘Felicity!’ Adele said as she swept in.. Despite my best efforts, some urine dribbled down my chin. When he finally withdrew from my throat and I was able to stand up I heard my stomach slosh. Tyrone told me, "You are a good pet Carla, go lay down in the corner by your food dish and try to sleep some. You will get little sleep tonight." I was happy to obey that order as I was exhausted and hurting all over. I curled up in a fetal position and was soon asleep.The noise created by the people eating supper and chatting awakened me and I. The price I have to pay is sex once a week and after sex he holds me. It almost works.The point I'm trying to make is that after my solitude I carefully constructed a life with clear boundaries that worked for me. The thought of opening my life up to include Eileen, as well as Henry, was making me more than a little nervous. But it was at this point in my ruminations that some of my conversations with Eileen began to bubble up in my mind and kept bubbling, and bubbled some more."Grace, old. . to boli tumhara roomi bhi nahi h khana kese banaoge mene kaha m manage kar lunga to usne kaha aisa karte h k meri frnd nahi h to hm dono sath m khana kha lenge m bana lungi khana.Mene bina kuch soche samjhe han bol diya or vo apne room ko jane lagi tabhi mene use bola hello apka nam kya h?? usne kaha akshita mene kaha hi akshita m raj hu usne kaha hello raj mene kaha ek bat kehni h .. usne kaha han bolo mene tum is saree m bahut achi lag rahi ho usne smile kiya or chali gayi.. ek ghnte bad vo.