I remembered that day so clearly. I tried over the years to forget it but I had no luck. I couldn't get Carmine's eyes out of my head! That look of pa...n and betrayal! God! Why couldn't I forget it? After what it cost me, why was it still haunting me?I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I was almost unaware of where I was until I pulled into my driveway. The first thing I noticed was the red pickup truck sitting there. Carmine's? It had to be. Carmine with a pickup truck. Funny thing was that. If it worked, many of the things I wanted for the candy stripers would be much easier to implement. If not, it could mean my position and possibly his job. I told him I would do my best and he stood up, signifying the meeting was over. He took my hand and said "I know you will, Nancy," and then he kissed me on the cheek.I traveled with Les in the ambulance and helped get her set up in her own room on Saturday. I tried to be there a couple of hours in the morning, after lunch and through their. By the first Saturday night on the Island, the end of my first week, I couldn't have been happier. I had taken advantage of all the activities including free SCUBA lessons, got certified for SCUBA diving and of course I had my fair share of sex partners. It was after dinner and everyone was in the “Tiki Bar” partying, for many it was their last time before taking off at noon the next day. The new arrivals would be there by Sunday mid-afternoon. I sat at the bar and watched the crowd, many of. A c.dlo 1and1/2 hour movie undi motham superga untundi mottam choosaru.Taruvatha intiki vellanu.Time 10:15 indhi.Annam tintava annaru.Oddu bayata tinta anna malli annam tine time lo mood potundemo nani bhayam.Nenu okkadini oka gadilo. Pandukunnanu.Kani vari behaviourlo ami tda ledu.Plan failed ani pandukunnanu.Midnight 2 ki halllo ado lighting kanipinchindi.Door lock hole nunchi choosanu.Vallu malli b.f pettukoni battalu vippi okari pookulo okaru velu petti sukani anubhvistunnaru.Naku.