Then Jill, you should gently touch his erect penis to get a sense for what it is like. And you should guide Jack's finger to your vagina so he underst...nds a little about what it's like. Push his finger a little inside the vagina. Then report back to me next week on what happened." But that won't give us a baby," said Jill."No ... but you seem so uncomfortable that I thought we should take this in steps." No, we can take it," said Jill. "Tell us how to make a baby." OK, if you both feel. ”Jake scanned Havel’s motor cortex. There was no activity there at all.“Boris, once a second, try to snap your fingers. It doesn’t matter whether you actually can. Keep trying. I’ll tell you when to stop.”Jake looked at Boris’ frontal cortex, looking for periodic flashes of activity. It was easy to see. A lot of circuitry is devoted to the hands and fingers. Jake could see where the signals died out before they reached the motor cortex. He scanned the region. There was a ring around a large. Hearing Sue’s words didn’t necessarily tell me something I didn’t already know. But it forced me to think about it all over again. I guess in the last few weeks, with everything going so well, I’d forced this fear to the back of my mind.So what Sue had said wasn’t new. She was just saying out loud what Sue and I both deep down knew to be true but had developed the habit of ignoring. What was new was Grace’s African perspective on things. The image she painted of the lion stalking its prey acted. I’ve got a tendency to be sacrificial. It’s part of my submissive nature, and a hangover from the past, when I saw such little value in myself I barely saw the point of existing. It has never gone away, but at times like this, when engaged in some instinctive risky adventure that no one in their right mind would consider, but which to me seems not only right but noble, it provides a useful energy to offset the residual buzz of cocaine and excitement.It could all go wrong. Ronson might not like.
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