Iknew I wasn't gay; I just wanted to be his woman. Of course I could notlet the slightest hint of this out for it would have made our currentpartners...ip impossible. Sleeping in the same tent only made mattersworse and I think he could see I was more withdrawn and didn't know whatwas causing it. Relief came in the form of a letter from my sistersaying that Mum was not well and could I return to Sydney? I told Johnabout it and said that since I couldn't tell when I might be back andsince the. I had tried it, had awild ride and now I felt lucky to have gotten out and to be back safe athome. I decided that I wasn't going to try it again. I had gotten off luckyand I had taken more cock in one night to last me a lifetime! I was goingback to my regular life for good!I soon discovered that as any good addict knows, just because youdecide to go clean, doesn't mean it's easy. As time went on and the daysand weeks passed, I realized that I was having dreams about black cock. Iwould stay up. While at the same time it distracted them from attempting escape, after all, there was now 'advantage' to vie over. For this crowd, that was like putting out nectar for bees.' The chuckle that segued into place following these thoughts, had very little humor attached to it.When Mike had been 'making sure' of his data, he had scanned each and every one of the families bloodlines, in what had proved to be an almost vain hope, of finding something, anything, salvageable. What had emerged was a. Bryan wach's in amazement as she defeats an obviously skilled man then another not so skill. Seeing her like this brakes his heart and he looks at Lilly saying "I have to now she is in a blind rage she could hurt someone by mistake, haveing to fight her father brought this out I know because she is always so controlled." I know"With that he gently push's her to the side and notice May now flying at him. He quickly starts to just block her not wanting to hurt her any more at seeing the damage.