To my immense distaste, I feel almost as empty as I had this morning. I lay back onto the bed, covering my eyes with my forearm, as I cry. I must’ve...fallen asleep, and I wake up to look for my phone. I need to know what time it is. I finally find the phone, and I am floored by what I see. It is four in the morning, and I don’t have any missed calls. Shawna really left. I dial her number, but quickly hang up before it even rings. I don’t know what her problem is, but I should let her work it out. It was about 3 hours into the party and I was meeting new ppl as best I could but failing miserably I was talking to my friends when a I started to get a little light headed I asked if there was a place I could lay and rest my head. About 15 min of resting my head I hear the door open the light come in from the party as well as the loud music “occupied” I said as I covered my eyes from the light the door closed promptly. I felt the bed move and someone clime on the bed I asked who was it. Since it was late, there were no doctors available and so we were advised to stay the night till the doctors reviewed her innoru in the morning. Asha was given first aid treatment(like a splint and a few stitches) and admitted.She was put in a private room. I took it upon myself to pay the bills to let mother and daughter have some time to themselves before I entered the room.Asha saw me and smiled and said,”Hello”.I smiled and introduced myself and I began to talk to her.I came to know that. But that doesn't matter now.I never did ask you why you married into the vanilla lifestyle? Did you get sick of bdsm or just really not enjoy it that much anymore? Its a shame, you had alot of potential. You were young and trainable and were so willing. You had something about you no other has had, or at least none that I have seen. You were opinionated yes, and quite stubborn, but I was working on that. You were a natural and that is rare to find. Enough of that now. It was nice to hear from.