And just as quickly as he started he stops, leads me into the living room, stands me in front of the couch and reaches in his back pocket for yellow a...d red rubber restraints. He shoves me face down on the couch and attempts to tie my hands and legs together as I resist, but the whole time we are deeply kissing and I can see him growing inside his jeans just as I'm sure I have a wet spot becoming visible in mine. He tries, unsuccessfully, to bind me as he is tossing me around like a rag doll. She pushed her full dark lips against the glass and drew back admiring the perfect red image that they had left. A kiss for the night, for the stranger, the man she imagined, who may be watching her from one of the windows, admiring her body, wanting her, needing her, running his hands over his own body as he drank her in. She felt a finger run down her back making her flinch slightly and arch her back against the touch. Fingers tracing down her sides, nails tickling her flesh at the same time. They were covered up by a sea of faces lookingin.I was close to whimpering from fear. The decision to come here wasborn of a misplaced sense of bravery that, in the absence of warmth,sunshine and friendly voices, had disappeared, like mist blown away bya cold breeze. Why did I come?I forced myself to stand and look around the rest of the library, andit was empty. I didn't know whether to be relieved by that, or to bemore scared.The high-vaulted ceiling gave the room an echoing kind of. 'Oh, oh', I thought. I was going to say it was none of her business, but quickly thought better of it. That would only piss her off and I had learned long ago that having a pissed off older sister was something to be avoided if at all possible. I could try to make up something, but I was seldom successful trying to do that so I took the only other option and told the truth. "I was hanging out with Lisa", trying to make it sound like it was no big deal.She got a grin on her face, "I'll bet you.