Now I'm feeling a sensation between my legs as I walk; anticipation is what it is! A day on the beach had been great. Stripped to a small bikini made ...e feel sexy, I still have a great body, even if I say so myself: flat stomach, firm boobs and a tight bum. Not bad at all for forty-five. Showing myself off in the sun was a silent turn on for me, I knew I looked as hot as the younger bodies surrounding us. Laying in the sun wearing my dark sunglasses, I could check out all the young guys that. There were a few other women on the bus, and they acknowledged me with afriendly smile and a quick glance at my dress. I've always felt sogratified to be able to share in this kind of special connection womenhave with each other - how they seem to support and uplift each othereven when they're perfect strangers. And they, I mean WE, all loveclothes!At the mall I just took my time, since I had lots to spare, and tried toenjoy myself to the fullest. It was cool to just browse by myself, Idecided. For as little inclination as you have to be with him past the occasional hard fuck, you're equally disinclined to let others have him. He's yours, and that's his punishment for making you want him so much. "Get the fuck off me," he shouts at you, and you reluctantly let go, eyeing the harsh mark of your teeth against his skin in satisfaction. You love leaving marks on him. Have since the first time, when he demanded you didn't. You'd left a dark hickey on his neck in rebellion, then, and got. I knelt to retrieve some books form thebottom shelf of the cart while making sure my shorts pulled tightly overmy tush. Paul's eyes became welded to my bottom reassuring me that mypanty limes were visible. You poor sucker. You're going to get thatthrill you so desperately want but it's going to be on my terms and witha price. After mounting the step stool, I shelved the books and lookeddown at Paul. "Really, Paul, I thought you were a really neat guy." Asigh of disgust got him out of his.