”The camera setup Sunday morning was a lot like I’d arranged when Sophie danced behind me. I framed it carefully so the wall and Joan would be vis...ble, but they’d be in the background. I’d be far enough forward to give her room to work and she’d just paint while I was playing. The focus would still be on me and my guitar, but she would be a dancer painting behind me. I chose a program of Segovia pieces and just lost myself in playing, paying no more attention to the monitor than I did when a. I thought I saw a tear slipping down her cheek. "Hey! Hey, what did I say?" I asked fearfully.Her voice was just a whisper and I had to strain to hear her words. "My pussy is ugly. My lips are way too long and my clit is gross."My words jumped out before I had a chance to think and after I said them I regretted how rough my voice has sounded. "God damn it I am tired of hearing that too. Who the fuck told you that anyway?" My words had come out as a snarl.Katelyn recoiled at the tone of my voice. Allic tried her best to swallow it all but she just could not do it. I asked her only once if she was ready to go all the way. She said “no” so I let the subject drop. I did not see her at all after school started. I shrugged and assumed that was the end of things. But it was not. This spring I met up with Allic and her chubby lil girlfriend Kate. It was clear who the leader was. Allic talked about how much fun sex was and how Kate just had to try it. She talked like she had been doing. So I went behind the courthouse and got up on some fifty five gallon drums of kerosene for the heating system and took a look through the window of the jail cells and was not all that surprised to see Barney decked out like my Aunt Bea. Lefty Skinnyfingers huh? YUP Barney knew all along what he wanted to do and though he had no idea what I was up to, he knew what he wanted to do and had no trouble making up a story to suit his needs.I rapped on the window and out of sheer reflexes Barney turned.