I feel the emptiness of his absence. I can't wait to finish with work. I plan to do a little shopping later before i meet him.The afternoon goes by in...a haze, with me finishing my routine stuff. Luckily its not one of those SOS kind of days when new things keep cropping up.Come 4.30 pm, am on edge again. I start my bike, and head for the nearest superstore. I buy jam, baby oil, a can of condensed milk and some cigarettes. I just love it when he does strange motifs on my body with the condensed. More like confusing lol even tho I played sports I think because I was raised by my mom I always have had a feminine side to me more then most guys. What I mean by this is at f******n I dressed up as a women for Halloween most guys would do it as a joke, but I actually liked it it felt comforting. little did I realize why,first I thought maybe I was I was leaning towards being gay.but that did not make any sense for I was still sexually attracted to women. so I made the bad decisions of putting. “My abject apologies for not having discussed it with you ahead of time as I know I would have benefited from your opinion and your wisdom as I have done so often. My darling Alana, I will tell you about the startling events that have occurred in these last few weeks. What has happened has shaken me profoundly. I cannot even say that I was the same man I was a month ago. I have been insensitive and unthinking, as I have been disturbed to the center of my being. I will answer each and every. "Taking me by the arm she led me to the cliff so no one could see us from above she sat me down before them. Both looked down at me and the younger woman looked at the older. She gave the other woman a barely noticeable nod and turned back to me. Then in a smooth pirouette she turned around and flipped up a skirt to expose her smooth, tanned ass cheeks. Between her perfect cheeks was the thin line of a black thong that were in the cleavage of her ass. The cheeks were delicious, a delightful.