"I had to do that," he explained awkwardly. "Not 'repairing' my lipstickcould get me back at Trudy's," he said flushing with obviousembarrassment at h...ving firstly performed this plainly feminine routinein front of his male friend, and secondly for having to explain andexcuse it too afterwards."It's OK," I said in what I hoped were reassuring tones. "You've got todo what you've got to do," I added but inside I was still a bit sickenedby his apparent total capitulation.I thought about it all. . I’ve always said... that!”The rest of the evening saw all of us drinking, somewhat heavily, as they began filling me in on some of what I’d missed.They made me understand that Darren was not a ‘Johnny-come-lately’, but had been intimately involved with the whole family for quite some time. They also explained why Emmy and Bill had been staying with Emmy’s parents.As the conversation progressed, I asked, “You know, we should probably just build ourselves a nice big house on this. I became extremely aroused by gay sex and giant cocks. Although I never really classified myself as gay or never watched gay porn in my life all my fantasies were about men with big cocks fucking me in my asshole and me giving oral pleasure to him. This led me to eventually buying some toys for my own pleasure. I stored them in a lock box to keep it hidden from everyone else. One day my mother and I agreed that we had enough of my dad’s bullshit and decided to pack a few things and leave with. Nadia wanted to buy a pair of shoes that she saw the previous afternoon. As we stood on the moving walkway, the morning sun shone on her face and the light breeze framed her hair in just the right way. I took several photos with my digital camera and when I downloaded them into my computer, one in particular beautifully captured Nadia’s smiling countenance. It is hard to put into words the amount of bliss that I experienced when Nadia and I were together. Every morning when I woke with her.