In my life I was fortunate to find it and meet its conditions. It brought me far and beyond my peers, then my elders, eventually those ancient ones ..... but as you got to know, it did not make me invincible and could not compensate for my carelessness and poor judgment...‘Outside of the earthly star, past the eddying Plain, encompassing is the lower Valley. Here is where you are. Do the best to carry yourself onward’.The expert’s voice dimmed, as for now and forever there was nothing more for. Neither one nor two my panties was soaked wet. He stopped me for a moment to remove his t-shirt. This time serious things began. He turned to me to kiss me. I was both excited and at the same time paralyzed. I had once or twice kissed boys. But never in their rooms while they were bare torsos. Very soon the kisses became intense and my hands as independent of my will were wandering on Enzo's farm. Without asking my opinion he took my breasts into my hands to knead them. To tell the truth, I did. We quickly entered an unspoken arrangement that transcended country, nationality, age, race and every other difference, real or arbitrary.My imagination was permitted to roam the dark space between her thighs and conjure up images of her crotch. I imagined the savoury aroma of her, the slightly sweaty, vaguely urined succulence of her. I pictured her sparse, tightly curled pubic hair and I daydreamed of having my head up there, my nose delirious with the smell of her sex and my tongue lapping. I'm sure that's not what you want. So you will obey my every demand, understood?" "Yes dear," I said meekly. I didn't even think about it. If this is what it took to save my marriage and make up for what I've done, then so be it. It might not be so bad. I am going to be doing what I've been jerking off thinking about doing, so how bad it could it be. All of sudden, SLAP! "You will not refer to me as dear, or sweetie, or honey, or babe, or anything of that manner. From now on, all.