” “Yeah, all right,” he said. “Let's see. Do it again.” I tried for teasing and light, but we were way too into each other for that. The f...rst touch of our lips was exploratory. The second was more intense. The third had all the carefully repressed energy of weeks of flirtation and play. His mouth opened the instant mine did, and he moaned when our tongues met. It was quickly apparent that he liked to be the aggressor, and I was happy to let him. His tongue pushed into my mouth forcefully. He moaned louder as he never did before, ya I understood him. We never done that before, so hurt him so much. My fingers were not wet so it hurt even more. “I’ll be back with the Vaseline.” I rushed in the bathroom to get it.“Do you think this will make it easy?” he said surprisingly.“Ya probably, we saw in that other movie and read few times on ISS” I explained him and calmed him down. I applied Vaseline on my fingers and his hole. And then my fingers inserted easily, but I think hurt a lot.. You didn’t hit on any of the stewardesses on the flight. You’ve been sober for over a week. You went out once, but you came back after an hour. Dude, you got it bad.’ Ben laughed again, knowingly. Jeremy rolled his eyes. ‘Do you have to be enjoying this so much?’ ‘Wait, are you telling me this is all because of some chick?’ Matt asked, finally catching on. Ben nodded and both guys laughed. ‘Enough you guys, this isn’t funny. I have no idea what to do. None of my usual shit is going to work with. Either it is something non-magical, or you aresomehow doing this to yourself.??Doing this to myself?? Deirdre shook her head in disbelief whilecontinuing to scratch lightly at her chest. ?I most certainly am NOTdoing this to myself. Why would I ever even wish for this to happen evenin my present circumstances? I liked being a boy, have no true desire tobe a girl, and definitely unprepared to become a lady no matter what HisMajesty?s proclamation and my own presently available choices in.